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any little thing nicholas says or does is so cute to me i wanna punch myself he texted me just now saying “hellllooooo” and i wanted to throw myself out the window im terrible


8:18 pm
July 23 2014

anyway im always gonna be lame. i made sure to text nicholas earlier and tell him that i hope he has a good first day of work like right before he went into work. bc i remembered what time he started. like wtf why


4:17 pm     1 note
July 23 2014

im such a shithead. i have like 0 interest in being my coworker danny’s friend anymore. remember when i met him and i used to like him a LOT??? but like this happens to me all the time with boys!! never with girls!!! i love all the girls i meet i think they are all nice and funny and i love being friends with girls but then im friends with a boy and a few months later i dont ever wanna talk to him again idk why im like that :(((

the only male friends that im close with are nicholas and danny (from the internet) and thats fine thats all i need

but why is it irl i cant hold male friendships like i just end up liking them or being worried that they will like me when i dont like them and i let it all fall to shit??

tbh i need danny to move to nyc and live with me so we can have fun and i can sign off on all his girlfriends and he can sign off on all my boyfriends and life will be great

like the point of this post was that last week i was at work telling danny that we need to hang out and play games and hes like “yeah!!! heres all my days off next week, just text me and we will do something!!!” but now ive had 2 days off and i have no intention of asking him to hang out like fuck im just sitting here watching tv shows when i could be hanging out with danny but i dont want to hes annoying he pisses me off sometimes i dont even care

but i feel like a shithead for feeling like that idk

im feeling weird


4:14 pm     2 notes
July 23 2014

ive been having a casual ass conversation with this british kid about soccer and the l*bertines and then he texts me back late like “SORRY I WENT 2 DA PUB WITH MY M8S AND WE GOT DRUNK LMAO SORRY SORRY” first why u apologizing second why u so british


9:22 pm     2 notes
July 22 2014
Post tags: he didnt actually say it like that but thats what happened i need to marry an american boy smh

having conversations with other boys on tumblr just reminds me that i hit the fuckin jackpot with nicholas hes 3000% PERFECT


9:15 pm     1 note
July 22 2014

im so fuckin weird when im drunk why am i writing po ems

i cant fucing type


1:53 am     1 note
July 20 2014

GUESS HWO WRITES POEMS WHEN THEYRE DRUNK

ME

Read More


1:47 am     1 note
July 20 2014

I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW HES PERFECT


1:27 am     1 note
July 20 2014

IM A LITTLE BIT DRUNK AND I LVOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NICHOLAS UDONT EVEN FUCKIN UNDERSTN
AND

HOW MUCH

HOW MUCH I LVOE NICHOLAS U DONT 3VEN FUCKIN UNDERSTAND


1:25 am     1 note
July 20 2014

PSA: i love nicholas and ive been talking to him all day and earlier he said something funny and my mom was like “what are u laughing about” and i was like U DONT EVEN KNOW, MOM

NO ONE EVEN KNOWS


10:12 pm     1 note
July 18 2014

s.t.